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I donīt ask my T anything not even how she is doing at the beggining of the session even it would be polite. I feel she canīt be truly honest. If she has a bad day she canīt really say: "Oh I really have a bad day today, just barely able to listen to people. But thank you for asking". She would have to just say fine and that would be a lie...so I donīt ask.
She is pregnant and sometimes I want to ask if everything is ok but then I donīt. We had bad floodings here two weeks ago and I SO wanted to know that she is not affected but was not able to (in case she was I would worry and feel bad for her). Luckily she told me by herself she was ok.
With me it is complicated bc if she asks me something I feel I SHOULD answer even thou I donīt want to. Partly bc it would not be polite and partly bc I feel the need to obey and do my best. How stupid is that!
Sometimes she asks something and the only thing that comes to my mind is something I really donīt want her to know (yet) but if she asks again I just tell her. And then Iīm angry at myself for doing so.
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