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Originally Posted by GenCat
.While I did really enjoy my day, it was so hard to just stop and feel happy. When I'm around people, especially a lot of people or in a public place, I just feel so lost, and empty. I find myself starring at everyone, drowning in my own sea of unhappiness as I watch others be happy and live a more normal life than I.
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I get that feeling. While we're smiling.. it's just a facade. We may feel somesort of enjoyment, but emptiness prevails. It's just the depression doing it's job,
as always.
(((((GenCat))))) hope you could remember the fun you felt though.
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herethennow: This ward is a prison!
Wardmate: No.. here's not a prison. *points to brain* Here is.
dx: recurrent MDD.