How is that choice made..

Does he point a finger at you and say "and you shall have love, respect and you will never experience hardship as a child"

Does he point at the next child and say "and you shall have nothing but unwanted touch,hunger, sickness and disrespect directed at you, and physical pain'

How does he make that choice? What makes one child more valuable than the other?

When judgement day comes, both children will be equal in the eyes of God.

My bitterness is showing today. Going thru the sleep study upset me to an unbelieveable degree. I will need to seek help somewhere. w/o therapist..

It is oddly strange - there has never been anyone in my life that has ever touched me with a gentle touch.... beside being very very unsettling - it made me realize how much I've missed in life. The sleep tech was male and very respectful - it would have been much better for me to have a female. It upset me because of all the abusers that have been in my life - I never realized that that there was anything different- better to not know because then you don't realise what you have missed - all by the the pointing of God's hand - and you will have a childhood devoid of love.

Signing off Pysch Central,
Freewill