I find it overpowering that even when I am involved with others doing something I feel the same way. I have only once felt like I was where I belonged and that was in a phych ward during a visit (when I was younger) in my 30's. I had never felt that way before and never since.
Im so sorry that you are struggling with this. I would not wish this on my worst enemy. It is so hard to always feel alone and like you don't fit in even when there are people everywhere around you.
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 If you have come here for support, you might as well leave cause I have none to give. Im simply broken and can not be fixed.
Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words...be careful of your words, for your words become your actions...be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits...be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character...be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny.
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