You are all very kind. Thank you so much for all responses.

One of my best friends saw her last night for the first time in ages and was telling me about her session. T seemed so much more attentative to her needs. I can't believe this is ethical. In the UK, I'm sure it's called contamination.

I went to my GP yesterday and got put on medication for the first time in my life. I will terminate with T next week in the session she was reluctant to give me.