I sometimes wonder if I'm not suffering from holiday blues. Lets say 20 or 30 years ago I loved christmas and the christmas spirit but it's true that nowadays it's all very commercial. Above all Christmas for me is to be with people I love and care for. Just being together is very important for me. I'm not sure I'm going to see my mother this Christmas. I only see her every two years as she lives on an Island near Greece which is rather far from where I live. We only get the chance to see each other every two years. I miss her sometimes even though we speak on the phone often. For me family is more important that anything. I'd rather have my family with me and in good health than a present bought in a shop.