Time for a moan ! As you know I have BPD and my partner left me 6 weeks prior to me getting diagnosed and she said she cant take anyone which in a way i understand. We were together 6 years and I love and miss her so much but she feels i wont change. I was out driving an hour agao and as ive previously said its hard as she works for me, anyway i thought i would buy her some flowers, i went to a special florist and bought the most beautiful bouquet of flowers. On returning to my work I went to her and said these are because i love you and always have and always will, her reply was to not even look at me but say thanks. I then said it looks like you dont even want them and she said no i dont ! What a heartless *****, I know i havea problem and she cant even see the nice in me which is tearing me apart.
Sorry for my rant but it really hurts .