Thanks guys that makes me feel better.

I was feeling like I was just going to have to put all those thoughts away and it makes sense to just journal it instead.

I emailed him this morning with a question but I guess he didn't check email today so I'll have to wait until he gets back.

I asked someone on allexperts and got the answer I needed so that was cool.

I'm just going to focus on my kids having a fun weekend, and then next week we'll have the kids home most of the time too because of the holiday so I won't have time to get too deep in my thoughts.

Take care.