I'm sorry you're having such a bad time.

People are very judgemental, it's true. It's the same when you have bipolar. I had that I have bipolar because I know it gets judged and people have no idea what is true or not about it. Stigma. You have double stigma!

but, you know, it's hard to make friends. I have very few friends. My closest friends I've made here on this forum. In real life, I keep people at a distance because of how many times I have been backstabbed and treated like a freak. It's hard to trust people when you get betrayed. Life is hard. People need to not be so judgemental.

I wish I had advice but I don't know how to make real-life friends, and I feel this forum is a blessing because before PC I didn't have any close friends who understood me.