i have relationships with my voices, treat them like any other human being, treat them like anybody else i meet in life, they are not divided by groups of any particular emotional output but are individuals i have conversations with everyday. they tend to get hurt if i do silly things... i also slap the ones i dislike and hate... and it feels really good... then they cry... and feel sorry for themselves... then i have to apologize... we can chatter for hours.. and sometimes its really enjoyable... as of right now i'm frequently having conversations with characters in my head... a predominant figure is a transsexual who i'm having relations with... we have sex... in my strange ways... then we argue about things i don't know why we do about...

now things are turning bad... and she's being very promiscuous i don't know why... so i'm depressed and i think i'm going to fail a few subjects this semester... other characters and people in life.... like celebrities... and some occasional real life friend... of which i never make conversations about these things in real life with... i have one good friend who i tell alot of things about in real life... but it never clicks... and the conversation never goes on point of the things i do in my other strange life...

so things are good now... majority of people except me for who i am in my head... but this transsexual is giving me a difficult time... and i feel depressed
but i have a really good time with people in my head now... and we talk a lot... i sometimes i wish they would listen when i give advice... but my advice is too far fetched for them to understand... so things are good... but this woman/transsexual i'm having a relationship with is really difficult... i'm dumbstruck as to how to deal with this... i think she just wants me to not waste time with her... so i think that's what i'll do