I love him, i really do. for four years i have known him and in those four yars i grew to love him.... i never told him anything about my fellings for him because he liked my best friend.... this year me and my best friend sort of had a falling out and surprisingly the guy i love told me he liked me!!! i was so happy, i was the happiest girl on earth but i knew it wouldnt last..... he just used me for his own personal gain and i knew that he was using me but i still let him... i just wanted him to be happy. he is the one person that has hurt me the most in these past four yearss yet i still love him... now its time for college and he is moving away. i will never see him again.... i gave him a really long letter explaining everything i felt for him and other things and do u want to no what he said after he read it? "alright then homegirl i have to go to work now" and he drove off. as he drove off i went to my room and cried and cried and cried. out of all the ****** things he has said to me and done to me this was the worst. it was the FIRST time ever i poured out my heart and soul to him i was completely exposed.. and he just ignored it. i still love him and it hurts so bad to no i never got the chance to even say goodbye............