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idek
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Member Since: Jun 2013
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Unhappy Jun 14, 2013 at 01:45 PM
 
I'm a thirteen year old girl, but it doesn't feel like I'm doing things right. All of my friends and all the girls I know wear fake tan and are into make up and stuff. I never wear make up and don't bother doing my hair, it's always up because its too thick to do anything with it. Sometimes, as a joke, my friends are like 'You're such a boy' and 'How are you today dude?'. I know you're probably thinking that I'm crazy and that it's just hormones and stuff but I know it's different. I get this urge that I'm not cut out for this girl stuff, I should be a boy. Sometimes I believe I am just nothing. When my late mother went for her scan to find out my gender, they said I was male, and when I came out a girl, they were shocked. And my mom had a miscarriage before hand. When I had grown up, she had told me that she had been experiencing some of the same effects she had during the miscarriage which makes me think I'm some sort of deformity or whatever. Do I even have a gender? Ughh.
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