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this therapist will just never be good enough for me. I mean she is nice she stuck by me when I was mean to her, and she took me back when I was trying to make her give me to someone else.. why?? idk... with my disorder they are suppose to try n form some sord of attachment, I just cannot get attached to her. idk y, but I really wish I could so I could get rid of my last attachment. . its like my mind wont let her in. I mean is it only certain people. well that tells me I am not desperate for someone to cling onto.. I am not even sure if I need that, I got people in my life I can do that with... why did I get so attached last time??? who flippin knows.
I watched this video its called The Way to Happiness, L. Ron Hubbard... its really good its helping me in a lot of ways... a lot of you have similar feelings as I do for my last therapist. and I thought the whole forum might find it useful . . just dealing with life on lifes terms in general.
anyways.. i am wondering if i got to form an attachment with my therapist for my treatment to work since part of my disorder is an attachment problems.
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The mind when it has an old experience will add that data into its current experience, and it keeps coming up with wrong answers.
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