I feel like I am whoever my meds create. If I don't get a good mood stabilizer then I am a rager. Too much Xanax, then I'm too chill. No meds and I'm a sad suicidal puddle. Who am I really? When I'm raging, I hate everything. On the right meds, those things aren't so bad. I feel like a robot who operates on whatever program is inserted. Dance, Monkey, Dance. Lol.
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