Just maybe... you're an even better than average chatroom member now because you've experienced a personal pitfall and have improved yourself because of it?

I know it is hard to put a positive spin on things when you are depressed but that really is the truth.

What happened is something that happened before and is sure to happen again... but it's very unlikely that you will do it again so you are probably "safer" than most.

Anyway I am really sorry you were having such a bad time, that prompted this in the first place. I hope things improve for you. Since this may be on your mind if things get bad again, maybe turn that into a positive as well, and if you feel that bad but know it would be bad to go to the chatroom in that state, you can pick up the phone and call a doc or friend instead?

Good luck LL and I hope things are OK.

{{{{{{{{lost_lonely}}}}}}}}

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