I need to come clean about all the stuff that happened in my life, from day 1.

I have not been the friend that I should have to some of the people in my past.
I have not treated them with great respect.
I had great disrespect and contempt for those whom I did not like due to their appearance and attitude.
I did not want to be friends with certain people because I felt they were too arrogant for me.
I was bullied and I did not leave it alone.
I wasn't always the best person in life.
I need to stop being judgmental.
I need to change.
I don't know where I can write this as a diary or journal, so I'm just going to post here.