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Originally Posted by Freewilled
Im sorry you can relate  I don't trust myself either. I feel like I always make such bad choices in relationships, and if its due to my attachment style - i just don't know if it's fixable for me. I really really like my T but I don't know if therapy is working anymore. I feel like a loser....thanks for listening to me. |
I know that the things we feel; doubt, cynicism, a lack of trust. I think they are probably pretty natural reactions to whatever got us here. I don't feel like "loser" is fair for what you're going through. "I feel so helpless" might be a more fair statement.
I'm not sure I feel worthy of being helped yet. If my own empathy is a little.. broken, and if some of the darkness has left me a little dark... do I deserve all of the empathy and caring I'll need to form a better relationship?
I guess I'm a little confused why someone else would wish to help me... especially a stranger. My appointment that was ages away is getting closer (and I know that I wont even get to any of the "baggage" to begin with... for a few sessions.)
Maybe she'll be able to explain why /shrug