Dear T,

I wish you had trusted me with the truth. You had the ability to help ease my pain and suffering if you were just honest with me. Don't take advantage or feel so secure in my love because it will not necessarily protect you. Not when you've hurt me this much. Not when you have not expressed even an ounce of remorse for what you've done. I know you are self protecting but at what cost to me? You could have found a way, even an indirect way (you seem to have a skill with that when you want to) to tell me the truth. But you didn't even think enough of me to give me that. That hurts big time. If you cannot explain yourself to me then maybe you can explain it to someone else.