I meant that as I am with her in this relationship, not just with her physically...As i sit here eating my frozen tv dinner brownie, I can't help but think that maybe that it reall,y is over...I have confronted her today and while she seemed passionate about staying together and doing good, I felt left a little like I was being led around, I just can't accept 6yrs...just over like that..I truly do love her with all of my heart..without her, I'm nothing...