I'm bipolar with skitzoaffective. It started my senior year of high school. I'm 22 now, and over the time I've been thinking the world is out to get me. SEVERE paranoia: thinking things will happen and it doesn't. Thinking things won't happen, and they do. thinking sounds and actions people make/do are answers to my questions. I believe everyone can read my mind, including animals. The TV talks to me, and tells me I'm going to hell. I've been dealing with this, but now Its telling me I'm going to die soon and go to hell. I keep trying to fight it and tell them in my head that I'm not a bad person, but the world is persistent. Why is it going to happen soon? Because my paranoia isn't as intense and I can actually relax, until my mind starts thinking that I'm going to hell. "Its always calmest before the storm." Do you get where I am coming from? I'm scared to death. and my family has heard enough of it, so I have no one to turn to. Please help me. Thanks.