my problem is I think that my thoughts affect other people in their well being or their harm. I've been working with a therapist now since 2009 & it has helped immensely. thoughts are things that are habits so you've developed habits of these bad thoughts of harm coming to you. the only thing that helped me was medication and therapy. I hope you can get into therapy and on medication as soon as possible, and start working on helping yourself. since your family is tired of hearing it,we're here for you. schizo affective and PTSD in California,((hugs))

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