Thanks for writing me back. I just got out of the hospital Wednesday. I was there to adjust my meds, and when I left, my paranoia wasn't as intense. But once I got out into the real world, things got alot worse. I don't think the medicine is working anymore. I don't believe it's worked in about 2 years. I'm in Louisiana, and we don't have good psychiatrists or therapists. My pediatrician only refers us to one psychiatrist and now that I'm older, I can't go to this psychiatrist anymore because he only deals with children and adolescents. I have a therapist, but everytime I bring up my paranoia, he just tells me it's not real and moves on to other issues that I'm not worried about right now. He doesn't work through my problems of my paranoia. It kinda sucks. I don't know what to do anymore. Accept that I'm going to hell? I'm not a bad person, so this is hard to accept.