I feel that kind of fury. Often. And usually over nothing at all. But (ha... there's that word again) usually while driving, I do have to say.
My "realest" emotion? Considering it's hard to determine what it "real" anymore that really IS a tricky question.
Usually it's a despairing kind of apathy. At least that's what I call it. A kind of apathy that's crushing, blinding and really damn hard to describe. It's having to do so many things that you feel trapped so you end up doing nothing at all.
I like to say "Number of f***s I give today? None."
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.age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder
Seroquel XR 100mg
Labetalol for high blood pressure
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