question...are you in a 12 step program that requires you to come clean about what you have done in your life...if so I think that rule is for when you have done something wrong to another and you need to go directly to that person that you feel you were not a good friend to, didnt respect, bullied.... unless of course you have done these things here ...in which case...

over all if you have done these things I say its great that you are making this effort. great job of putting what you felt you did wrong into words. I hope you feel better and are able to move forwards now.