...DID this and that!...HELL I did it so damn well!

OMG!!

what a freaking legend!

were I there? was I?...did they see me see me?...did I see them unseen the unseen me I seen only the best sides of me only those ever unseen sides the best sides!

in fact?

I did nothing it had absolutely no effect on anything EVER!

I have to find my own reasons to live... and despite being very insubstantial ...it seems natural to follow the survival instinct

I keep going into panic