Yes there is a Plan indeed !

Pain is at a a 10
Too much noise in my head
Too many voices , same ole same ole
Too many hallucinations , they are boring me today, unimaginative
The urge to rush around like a mad woman is very strong.
Of course that will increase the pain, Screw the pain !

So I am self medicating with Peach schnapps, brownies , pasta and not a single psych med at all !

Go ahead and scold me for being a bad Bipolar Person. Because all the things I am going to stuff into myself today is ohhhh so much worse than a bucketful of chemicals formed into easy to swallow pills.