Thanks Mona,
Since my last post in this thread she responded to my email and told me if it helps she is available to call and talk about this if I like. I feel lucky to have this person that seems so willing to help me. There's a part of me that's not trusting of how nice she's being. - my own issues I'm sure. - or she is fishing for a new client? hmm not sure - i'm always skeptical of people's motives.

Right now my heart is telling me to stay with my current T. I guess you are right there are a few minor things about my T that I'm not sure about (emails and why she will or will not respond and if she's getting sick of me) - some of it's all in my head. Either way going through this and talking to my T about it will only help make my decision either way.

Keep you posted....