I was saying to myself that the things that those people used to say it never gets back to them. Like people don't believe that their actions have consequences. They bullied me day after day and then when i couldn't stand it anymore, I was mad at one girl in particular who just said things like you are so poor you can't afford an aeropostale shirt or something. I was like well i shop at target and places like that and she still thought it was a low quality place. I can infer that she had been teased about her clothing and so she decided to just take it out on me. I don't know, maybe.

I'll bet they're making a bunch of friends while i'm just constantly judging people based on their appearances and not reaching out to them because I'm afraid that they may end up to be the kind who just acts like they know everything or they have everything or just hates my opinions and stuff. I've met people like this and i'm afraid that when i express my own views, these guys will scoff at me.

at times I just want to retrieve some of the memory from when I was younger so I can talk about it and I won't have to be stuck with it forever.

Hope you don't mind my talking a lot. Back in fourth grade, two kids whom I could not stand, said I talked a lot and never knew when to shut up. Now that I think about it, I guess they were just guys of few words and expect others to not explain everything to them.