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Originally Posted by poptart316
I understand how you feel completely! This is me to a tee. I often sit around and get really sad and sometimes enraged at how much I hate myself and my life. Unfortunately I'm not very proactive and how I cope with it is to simply distract myself with other things such as hanging out with my boyfriend or one of my two friends and going to the bar. I don't get much joy out of doing anything. I guess we could both set small- easily accomplish-able goals that we could complete everyday such as reading up on a subject or exercising everyday and do things that get excite you. I'll be learning guitar starting July and I have a long term goal of getting a degree but it seems too far away to feel like I'm accomplishing anything, I'm slowly completing classes and that's it.
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One of my goals is to complete my degree to. But I do need to tackle MUCH smaller things first, like washing the dishes. SIGH. Life is so hard with this disease. I am so tired.
But I have to keep going, so I must find a way to do so with less pain and more functionality. Setting smaller goals seems like it might work, a least some of the time, which si better than where I am now.
I really want to get my apartment in order, so that the space around me is neat and orderly. I think that will help with decrease my confusion and eliminating the chaos around me will decrease the chaos within me, at least in theory.
I want to be a better parent too.