When you feel extremely social, happy and positive. You believe that you are normal and you can take everything.

You start to go on social networks and start posting and sending messages, just to delete everything after a while.

You get feelings of shame, regret, hate and stupidity. Especially when you can't delete something. Sometimes those feelings get very strong that you feel of numbness. …Honestly, I don't know how to explain this as the feelings and the behaviours change rapidly.

But other times, you want to talk to someone but then realise that it won't do anything only to make you feel worse.

I'm taking a risk by posting this.