This is not exactly for me... It's for my sister.
This happened two or so years ago. My always had self-esteem issues, and when she was rejected for her job interview that was a huge blow to her. She stopped going to school, became depressed and is basically staying at home all day doing nothing. She doesn't eat correctly, she hardly eats fruits and vegetables and I don't even know why I'm buying food for her home...
Our family is going through so much pain right now, and she only cares about herself. I am pissed at her. I hate her. I hate how she's so selfish and refuses to do anything with her life. I tell her to get a job many times, and that they don't care if you're a university drop out. Why are there so many jobs with people out of school?! F**** idiot.
I don't want anythng to do with her anymore. Yet.. I care about her. I sometimes force her to eat vegetables to keep healthy by saying I won't buy a&w or something for her. Even if I do she's still so f*** stubborn. Why is she being so difficult....I don't even know what to do.I just want my sister back.
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