Thanks for the kind words.
We spoke about counselling, but she was resistant to the idea. I'm not really sure what's going on in her head. She pushes me away, drives me to this and then when I tell her I'm over it, she gets upset. She is hinting how she wants me to stay, that she can't be without me, but I found a bunch of papers in the living room and on them was a detailed budget she has written out. On this budget it is clear that she will be short of cash without my salary. So is that why she wants me to stay??? Am I a wallet?
No, I am done. I will always be there for my son and even her daughter, but I will not be HERS.
It feels like she wants me when I'm gone and hates me when I'm here.

I deserve better.

L&L