I didn't know where to post this but here i go... Today is fathers day, Seeing my dad always makes me happy. I expected my sister to go take me (i can't drive) Even if he doesn't know the date, or barely knows where he is. He always recognize me and my sister. Today was supposed to be a "happy" day for dad and for me. But i guess my sister doesn't care. I asked her what hour are we going to visit him. She told me "i don't know" Because i couldn't go, i will spend fathers day here. In my room crying, just hoping for a hug. I ask myself why, why me. Anyways thanks for reading this. I know it was stupid but i needed to let out what i'm feeling or i'm gonna explode.