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Originally Posted by bipolarOne79
What is the point in life? Life is a constant battle, I feel like I am always depressed. I am a lousy father, always arguing with my wife about it. I feel as though things will never get easier or better. Everyone I talk to I bother, no one cares about me or how I feel. I am not the person I wanted to grow up and be, I am just a failure of a person. I am tired of trying, I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up.
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BipolarOne, I think at some point or another, we all have those feelings. I can't guarantee you that things will get better or easier, but I promise, things will change.
Even though you are a stranger, I do care how you feel, just like there are people here that have never met me, but they care, and they help me. They will help you. But you have to want it. You have to want to make yourself better. Yes, it's a b**ch of a fight, it is. I know I've been fighting it, but I've learned that things will change, and I will just need to hang on a little while longer.
I'm not what I wanted to be when I was a kid, but that's okay. I'm happy w/ who I am, and where I'm at in life. That doesn't mean I'm not striving for better, but I am grateful for what I have. I've worked hard for it.
Obviously you have kids and a wife, just for today, love them the best way you can. Give the kids a hug and tell them you love them. Tell you wife that you love her and that you are glad that they are in your life.
I keep telling myself when i am feeling the way you are right now, "Don't let the ba**ard win!" Don't quite, keep up the fight! It may not seem like it now, but life is worth it.
