yeah i want to get back into acting, that's my passion. but its hard when i got to pay bills... so my life revolves around that, i find really no time to myself. i don't really have no help.. so its just hard. i cant do something that requires nothing in return when i have mouths to feed and cloth.
and i do have a lot of feelings for my husband NOT my therapist, i wish i did.. it would occupy my time but i just do not . and my husband is not available or those feelings right now.