There's something seriously wrong with me. I can hardly enjoy anything. I have no goal, no wish, no dream. I cry for the smallest and silliest things ever. I was just thinking how pleasant it would be to go to sleep and never wake up. Or wake up and see that I am no longer bound to my body or to this world. Also I have a very sore throat and I can't sleep.

In addition to the above, I have the constant feeling that it's very silly and ridiculous of me to be depressed as I have a great family and a really good life overall. I feel I'm so weak. There are many others in worse situations than me and here I am moaning about my monotonous life. Argh.