That is a lot to go through right now. 4 months away in rehab, and perhaps another 3 months in jail.

Have you told your therapist that you feel cold towards her?

It does sound concerning that something of a sexual nature sounds guaranteed with a male therapist?!? Switching genders, over just three more months without a husband, have you raised this concern with your current therapist?

Hang in there. Three more months, brings us all to September, of this year.