I do LR15, but the disadvantage of that is you would lose all the wisdom and experience you have gained thus far. Life is hard. Life is cruel. But life is also full of beauty. I've attempted to return to where I came before, not knowing where I would end up if anywhere at all and I must say, I thank myself from time to time for not going through with it.

I have thought, if I could rewind my life back to a specific point, maybe I would go back to 24. Then I think no...maybe 18. Then as I critique further it goes all the way back to the age of 3, and then I also feel how you have described and just wish I could be reborn and do it all "Right" this time. But a life with no regrets is a life not worth having been lived, and as I might add...a life that has never been lived.

Its okay to mess up beloved. Its okay to have dark clouds roll upon the shores of our consciousnesses. It is inevitable you know. But there are things that make it all worth while. I encourage you to hang on LR, if even by a thread. PM me if you are feeling low Beloved. Your friend, Lightbulb7Seven