Yeah exactly, yeah I don't really have much pent up rage, unless the bitterness towards my old elementary/middle school counts since I got in trouble for a lot of things I never did and blamed for a lot of things. It's not like I hate it, I just simply would not care to go back and visit those people again nor would I want to work there. I also blame myself for not putting my foot down and telling them how it really was. Same towards my family, although I'm getting better at it with my family though. But it makes sense, I had this dream back when I was in middle school and couldn't wait to get out of there. Thank you, it really did help!