Difficulty in Working on Abandonment

Maybe it’s not all Madame T’s fault. We did talk about this. The problem is, that most of the time I’m with her I don’t feel abandoned, so we can’t work on abandonment then. And when I do feel abandoned, it’s so painful it leads to a rupture and I leave. We can’t work on it then, either.

Still, I feel Madame T should know about this difficulty and have a plan to deal with it. Clearly she doesn’t.