I wish I have always been attracted to women instead of men. I used to notice men a lot when I was in middle school simply because the girls were not very fond of me and would always make snide comments at me. I was pretty angry with one of them that I cried and then I went over to one of the crates where she kept her notebook and sneakily took it away. Then after that, I went home with it and I tore it to shreds.