i don't know wiki .i do want to talk more to her about all of this but i am scared of my reactions.like leaving there and feeling so so horrible about myself that i want to SI and everything. it hurts so much to see how i am like the mother and i truly hate that little person inside me that seems to have needs and all that crap .it gets me so angry. i wish i could find a way to talk without all that.i just think it is such a crazy thing for me to have such a ridiculously crazy overreaction to