Dating a lot of people in such a short times seems to have become a lifestyle you chose. It was exciting and when each relationship ended you looked for the next exciting relationship. It is great that you have realized now that although you may have got a great buzz from all these relationships, they really served no greater purpose in your life. Maybe you were filling emptiness, or maybe just doing what you thought teens should do. There is a sense of power in being able to attract guys, there is also the opposite when you don't feel like you are getting that attention. You need to develop a sense of power and self importance in other areas of your life now. Make some rules for yourself regarding dating. How much time you will spend with boy interests vs your friends each week, how long you should spend single between each relationship. Slow down this game and focus on lasting pursuits. On the up side... Going to college without a boyfriend is really the best way to go. Being single by choice is very empowering.