fear of the future.
I always lived with many fears, and now I'm afraid I could not accomplish my dreams.
unfortunately, I am a person who thinks very negatively about everything that happens. really do not know how to relax, rarely stop to think about my problems, how to stop thinking about the problems left me vulnerable to these problems.
For example, afraid of assault in the street and can not imagine myself relaxed on the street because of it.
When I try to meditate, I remember how people look at me because I'm shy and nervous (because of avoidant personality disorder) and this makes me very sad.
Today, my biggest dream is to have inner peace, even if the problems are many.