He wants to marry me, get a house, and have kids. He tells me that it's not that big of a deal, he doesn't want the kid really, but he likes him and that's why he doesn't sign away his rights. He tells me he wants me, he wants to have a kid with me and a kid that he actually wants. He's reassured me, and I feel reassured. I just need tips on how to get over this all consuming anger and jealousy that some other woman has what should be mine, his kid. I am sure it stems from him not telling me for five months. I would have broken up with him had he told me before I fell in love. I feel betrayed about that.