I realize it's not as easy as I make it sound. It took me long time to become who I am today & my early years were much like yours. I finally got to the point where I didn't care if I was liked, and it sounds like you're not being treated well even though you try to be agreeable. If they're gonna treat you badly, then who cares what they think. Even someone as disturbed as myself can treat people with common decency. If they can't, then I think their issues are deeper than yours. You are better than that & I hope you can surround yourself with people who appreciate who you really are. Best of luck.