@ WikidPissah:
Thanks for your post. I'm not sure what to do. I'm in Europe and the way my insurance works is that I only get to change therapists a limited number of times. My insurance then refunds me for the main part of my therapy sessions. Because I already changed therapists twice I'm worried that I won't be able to switch again without being told that I have to pay on my own. Another thing is that I don't have a guarantee that the next therapist will be more helpful. At least this guy is willing to give me ADs and see me each week, as opposed to my last therapist who only did talk therapy every few weeks.

@ Syra
Exactly like you said, I often had the impression that the therapists I saw were more interested in maintaining their reputation, then helping an individual get better. It's a shame that your child had to go through that. Did you find a good therapist in the end?
Yes you are correct; I'm kind of a project and not a collaborator or an equal partner. I have no say in the decisions, which is outrageous to me, because I am the one taking health risks, not him. And I don't appreciate his mean comments like, 'why does it matter if you have side-effects from ADs, since you have weird symptoms from anxiety anyway?' : (

@ 1914sierra

Thanks, I will go to some sort of group therapy soon. My insurance only pays for doctors, so I can't really go to a therapist without a medical degree, because I woudl have to pay it myself. This therapist promised to do behavioral and cognitive therapy as well, once I take my ADs, so I hope that will be helpful.

Thanks again for everyone's posts Sometimes I'm very insecure if I reacted in an acceptable manner, since I'm so cut off from reality. Going to doctors feels like going into a fight and trying to not get run over. I appreciate all the feed-back and input.

I'm going to continue going for another few weeks and if I don't get better I will ask him to refer me to someone else.