I read it MM, all of it, but it feels like anything I say will be useless, like you have so much going on, how on earth can I presume to know how to make you feel better!!!
But, and there is a but.... I do want you to know that you are in my thoughts and prayers, that you are important to me, that I value you and believe you are worthy. Worthy of a good life, worthy of the love and adoration of your husband and son.
I'm sending you lots of soothing higs

as I know that I'm a great hugger, so no chance of botching it.
You will prevail victorious, its your nature
Love you MM