I just recently went back to work on May 22. I had been unemployed for the past 5 years and went back to where i was working which happens to be mcdonald's. I asked for my job back and they were gracious enough to let me hav it back.

Work has been going good till i hit the 3rd week. I am having a hard time getting myself to work. Usually I can talk myself into going and telling myself it will be ok. More recently this goes on throughout the entire time I am working. When I make it through a shift I say good job to myself and then the anxiety and worry comes for the next day.

Anyways this morning woke up well before work and called in sick. My anxiety is getting the best of me. I know I can work I know I can. It's getting there. I don't know what this is even all about and I meet with my T tomorrow. In my past have had the same thing with other jobs, and somehow got through that.

I take an ativan in the morning and at night, just not working anymore. When I get up in the morning the anxiety is already there. I go to bed anxious and usually can get some sleep because don't have to get up till mid-morning. I am scared all the time now because of this problem with my going to work now.

Not sure what am looking for, maybe anyone who has gone through this or is going through this.

Thanks for listening
hugs,
jen