I read it all ! I am so sorry that everything is slamming into you at once. I'm glad you just typed and purged it all out. I don't have any specific advice.

You will plow through all this and get done what needs to be done, you always do. You deserve every bit of love in your life, please try not to doubt that, I know easier said than done, but it is true.

Hang in there, Hollar yell vent rant and rave all you need to, always here to listen